The agony of a student.

Its been quite sometime since i last entered a journal entry. The excuse is plain and simple…. i dont have time. I have sooo much to talk about i just dunno where to start.
Well anyway here goes….

2 weeks after the school reopens, nothing gets better, the pressure in tremendous for me to handle. The announcement of staying back after school till 4.30 has struck a major blow to my daily routines. I can barely catch up. I have a major concert coming up this week and SYF the following week and im couldnt make up my mind as to which to attend, band or group studies? i tried to juggle my priorities now and then and make sure that im on the right track, but sometimes things are not what it seems, plans change on the last dot, change happens so fast leaving you breathless. Im not saying that i dislike group study… its just that so many things are cluttering up my schedule that i dont have any breathing space!!

And thats not all, i am rushing for time on this and that, homeworks and remedials being skipped and all. I feel truly empty if i dont attend a lesson and feel very distraught about it. I feel detached from the rest coz im losing out! In band, time is limited for practice and space for practice is also limited. Im constantly being at so many places at one time (though its impossible)This saturday, we’ll be having POA remedials, we have to practice for SYF and I HAVE PREFECTS INVESTITURE REHERSAL TO ATTEND!!! WHAT TO DO!? ALL ARE EQUALLY IMPORTANT!!

I fell im stretched too thin, like butter over too much bread im all but spent, everday, come to school, till 6 even 7 , do homework, no time to study! and sleep. its the routine over and over again.