Wow, im really really lagging in my entries..

Wow, im really really laggin in my entries.



Well, what can i say, yesterday, went for floorball practice after a week of absence. What a great relief!! ITS GREAT TO BE BACK! I really love the sports, but im having difficulties connecting to my peers over there. I mean, im mixed, and i feel that im being judged, being paradigm, being misunderstood, for being a chinese. I looked like a chinese but im not, and being in floorball with 80% of them malays, its really to make them rethink, that i am malay, and that i can speak malay, with no difficulties whatsoever. I am branding anybody or have prejudices against anyone, but i feel that they are not connecting to me when i play. They are not speaking like they should with thier own peers. I just hope that its not a permanent thing. I just hope that things would get better as the days passed, once they get to know me better.

2 more weeks, crunch time. Common tests. Ah.. im really struggling in my math, just recently, during math lecture. I feel like i want to cry in the lecture room, walk off, burst open the door leaving the room and never come back. I feel soo helpless in there. The teacher is really going too fast and i cant catch up. Darn you A mathers…

Im not sure, but if i didnt update something, it must be the bowling experience on thursday. It was soo funny, and a large group went to the grassroots too. Eileens was not there, she didnt come because she was sick, what a coincidence, she didnt come for school and the football machine wasnt working. Darn…. Anyways, played 2 games of bowling, seriously overspent over there. I think my savings for this month is also nonexistent right now.

After that playing pool, which i sucked and playing bowling which im above average at that, its time for me to do our presentation on communication and technical writing skills. So unlucky, we wanted to use the computer lab do find out more about our topic which was on North Korea, but we didnt manage to find much because we couldnt use the computer for long. We only managed to use it for about 20 minutes and then we were kicked out. The computer were reserve for a class on a 1pm slot. Then with our options low, we headed to the Ang Mo Kio library, we walked to our destination and once we are there, we searched high and low for the info. In the end we managed to find really good info in the encyclopedias in the reference section. It was really good material, we photocopied it and used it for the presentation.

Now that ive done my powerpoint presentation, its time for me to rehearse my presentation what im going to say and all, and try to keep it to the time limit, less than 10 minutes or even better 8 minutes. I dont think that my presentation is that long. But i have to reduce the time of my presentation because i have 3 other teammates to think of and our presentation cannot be to long. Its graded for our common tests and must wear formal clothes! OMFG! that sucks man. I hate wearing formal stuff. darn…